Nowadays, you seems to look at others and comparing yourself too much. Asking yourself, “WHY?” almost every time you look at everyone else. That has been your main reason for stopping your friendship many times before. That kind of negative thinking even leads you to suicidal state before. Why do you get back into your old state of mind? All the memories you just gain, did you really want to lose them again? Just be a different person, different from what you used to be. Face everything that come and go, No matter how it may end someday. Have Faith that everything will be just fine. No matter what happens, there will be a solution for it. Be positive and just accept what you are... Even when you already know, that things will never be what you want them to be every single time. Starting from June, you participated in an internship don’t you?
"Yes, I was accepted into a MSC status company. All thanks to my fren who introduced me to join him, after I pushed away the offer to undergo my internship in my own university. It's a very good company with a lot of friendly people working in it. I appreciate all the time I have there, especially on what I've experienced throughout my 4 months there. There are lotsa friendly sessions. Lotsa running here and there. lotsa appointments and presentation. and of coz, lotsa researches and learning time. I even get to know lotsa new frens from other universities. There are sure lotsa things to talk about..."
Go on... It's good to share your happiness to others,
"Umm... well, there are some sad things happened in between thou... Those really make me sad and confused most of the time... But, I think it's good to just leave that aside..."
Are you sure? That you can leave them aside? Once and for all?
"Umm... Maybe..."
Just tell me, maybe it's good to share it out.
"Well... there is something wrong with myself, I admit that I'm not a perfect person. I'm tyrin to be perfect. There are things related to my own life expectation, friend, and my future... Things will always be different than wat I expected..."
Okay... I think, we have to leave that aside for now. Got anything to say more about the happy moments throughout your internship? Maybe we can talk about negative points another time. Cheer up okay?
"Ok... there are couples of photos I got from my internship period... I'll share it out next time, so that you all can see them... It seems to be a down period for me and the internet as well"
Ohh... ic, I guess there is nothing much to do here... it's time out for me then... Till we meet again next time... Don't Worry, and Be Happy. Bye...
"Bye... Sorry for the all silly and gloomy contents... Just in a very complicated mood nowadays... I also time out already... My Life's Always Just Like that"..."
